My beautiful soul

I thought of you with love today
But that is nothing new,
I thought about you yesterday
And days before that too.
I think of you in silence
...I often speak your name,
Now all I have are memories
And a picture of you in a my heart.
Some may think you are forgotten
Though on earth you are no more,
But in our memory you are with me
As you always were before.
A million times I've thought of you
A million times I've cried,
If loving could have saved you
You would have never died.
You left us all with such beautiful memories
Your love is still our guide,
And though I cannot see you
You are always at my side.
It broke my heart to lose you
But you did not go alone,
Part of me went with you
On the day God called you home.
Forgive me Lord, I'll always weep
For the beautiful soul I loved, but could not keep.

I miss you so much that it hurts and I think of you & what could have been, R.