Six months today, Ron. How fast time flies. Still can't believe you're gone. I'm sure you know what I'm going through these days. Things has been so hard for me; at work, at home. Today we said goodbye to my grandma, I'm sure you already know this. Please keep an eye on her in heaven and guide her to my grandpa. I'm sure you know I felt so bad when I saw her, lying 'asleep' cos I didnt make the effort to see her when I had the chance to do so. Seeing her lying 'asleep', made me remember seeing you for the very last time 6-months ago. Still can't believe I didn't have the chance; you were my 'could've been'.
Trying hard to take every day as it comes. Trying to hold on when I'm losing grip. Wish I can see your smile & for you to tell me that everything will be alright in your mischief tone. Please calm me, take all the anger, pain and tiredness and make everything better for me. Visit me in my dreams, Ron. Talk to me. Tell me what God would.
Sweet Daisies
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